Monday, August 28, 2017

08/28/17. SILENT PAIN

I met Christopher precisely on the 28th of May at a pepper soup joint close to my house. To enjoy the evening breeze, I wore a short-knicker jean and a sleeveless top, busy replying my mails as the pepper soup was served. Few seconds after, this tall, elegant and handsome looking young man sat close to me and gave me a hearty smile which I obliged. He introduced himself and I also responded nicely. He is a branch bank manager of a reputable bank in the country. He was returning from office and decided to take pepper soup as a bachelor. Something skipped within me as my face glued to his, 'A bachelor'. Mehn! This man is hot but I must be careful. I'm a Christian and I've heard messages on "Good, Acceptable and Perfect Will of God in Marriage". At thirty four, wrong marriage is my worst nightmare. I'll rather die than marry the wrong man. I'm in love with my career and planned to settle down when thirty five years.
After our taking the soup, he saw me off to my apartment, I mentioned my house being close to him. He took me in his car. Hush! He has a driver. 'Lord help me now', was my silent prayer. I must not allow this cool guy into my apartment tonight. I don't trust myself.
Was I dreaming, what happened to me? I couldn't remember anything from the time I entered his car till he finished with me on my bed.
I roared like a lion. He smiled as he walked out of my room. I don't know this man from Adam.
Where do I run to? Who will trust me on this? What is the way forward?
I sat on my bed half lifeless...Can you imagine what I saw on the floor...he used a protective.
This is my silent pain...I was robbed of my pride.
But what happened to me? I hardly recognize him.

#Proverbs14:12‭-‬13AMP/MSG
The outcome of a wrong path is distrastrous...Lord have Mercy.
#GOODMORNING
#ANNIESENTCARES
#NEWBEGINNING
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